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♥trumpeter(:| half a pianist(:|
would really love to have ♥ dog AHA
hk/jap/korean drama junkie.
i seriously think that i can still grow taller WAHA=D
2008-01-30!
♥♫ 7:33:00 PM
ahem..i haven't a class yet..sians..so i've been driftin' around lately..smiling at ppl who i miss..the bandits..sighhh..
and so..today's the first day without band..i feel so weird..so extra..so free..so sad..uh..i saw the band peeps hanging around the canteen having lunch tgt..i nv did that..cos i always end late!=( ok..and then they started streaming into the bandroom for warm up..as usual, taking their own sweet time..and eric not going in..zzz..slacker..so i was standing around with huiqing..talkin cock with her..yea..then the band started their practice..i can only stare at the door so yearningly..but not walk in..i really wanted to go home..but my body jus got stuck to the seat, and eyes stuck to the bandroom door..bleah!so i started having a heart-to-heart talk with huiqing..HAHA LIKE REAL..we talked for like 3 hrs!zzz!yes..and u're right, i stared at the bandroom for 3 hrs.......den the band had their break..yea..mr tan walked out..oh how i miss his cold ttm lame jokes..den he came to me and said 'wo men xiang nian ni!' lol -.- ...he made me feel so sad..ahhh i miss band..hoho..they must be havin' dinner now=)
oh yea..went home with mingshuan =D...showed her something totally annoying..bet she thought so too..grrr...oh wells..yay..next time every wednesday can go home with rachel early!woo!hahha..no more of me feeling empty and weird..hopefully..im joining boring harmoc..no kick!compared to trumpet la..haha!ok i feel mean..whatever..are there any 'funner' ccas?zzz..i feel like a loser..diaoz..i don't wanna be one..bleah...
2008-01-18!
♥♫ 10:21:00 PM
alright!i'm back!haha mingshuan told me to blog but i was just plain lazy..but since i've been thinkin alot lately..i might as well pour out some of my thoughts here..as my 16PF report says that im not the kind who confides, and should improve on that..here i am talking to my blog?-.-ok dunno wad im talking about..
ok..school hasnt been well..or rather studies..now im like stuck with 3 choices: promote(but needs alot of catching up)/retain(zzz...)/poly!uhh..so sucky..apparently, majority thinks that i should stay in vj no matter what, even if i retain..hmm..ya but dun they see how sick i am with work..wells, they must be scolding, this liyun thinks that she damn smart if she chooses to leave cos she can do wad she wants, but what if she doesnt do well enough to get into a university at the end of the 3 years..uhh siannn..im really confused now..and yet so indecisive..just makin life difficult for myself..if i can just make a decision now, i wont be in such turmoil..diaoz..deciding between trumpet now and my great bright future if i study real hard.my mum wants me to quit band..but without band, coming to school would be so aimless other than getting SCHOOLwork done la-..cos i really uh detest ... ...ok forget about trumpet..there are pros and cons of leaving and staying..so ya uhh..the more i think of this, the more my head hurts..so i'll make some serious considerations after monday.....
despite the sucky stuff that i have to go through as mentioned above (lol.), there are still happy things..like i have 2 angels from my junior class=DDD i was so happy to find out about that..and i have such a wonderful and understanding mortal=) oh!but my band mortal's not joining band..so er ya i dun have a mortal..huijin and pr told me to adopt them lol..will get them some sweets if im free..lol..but i have such a lag band angel..quite sad..but nvm..2 wonderful angels from my junior class is more than enough =) and machu picchu's keeping me in high spirits too!i guess?=p
uhh this is a real long post..hmm shall talk about wednesday=dinner after last band practice..the j3s came back!!i was so happy to see 'em..i suddenly hen3 you3 gan3 chu4..aha..i really love vjcsb..ya..they'll be going to new york soon..in 2 months..i'll miss them!and most importantly miss sharing their moment of triumph..i believe that they can do well!!=) er er er ok..wednesday's dinner..was CRAZY..it was madness trying to
take pictures of ourselves..anyways, yea took many pictures..i cant stand my cheeks!bleah..
there's band practice tml..starts at 750 zzz..so early..i have muscleache..cant walk properly..i wanna die..i dun wanna be late..should i try the airport route tml?wake up earlier ok betty..-.-=)
i love my friends..i love machu picchu=)
